1. |
Communion
02:44
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i have fallen too far down
get me out, you're on fire
in the heavy, in the light
when i touch your skin could it make you cry?
met with resistance,
needle in the eye
i don't mind, not so much
the bitter reminder of what came before
stare out the window til it looks like a door
sweet form a distance, do you take a breath?
lover in a coma, vision in a nightdress
you're bored, you're tired
o lord, o savior
you're on fire
i don't mind, not so much
there's something in the wind
and it's not what i'm used to
you found what you love
and you're gonna let it kill you
rise to a flame, o humble spark
you loved me in the day
it was better in the dark
when your hands reached out
but they failed to meet me
imprisoned in the mind
and awakened in the body
some communal sacrifice
bread for the hungry,
flesh of christ
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2. |
Spectator
02:21
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sun sickness,
sucking blood from a cut
you're a chicken with its head cut off
is there a dullness at the heart of lust?
mouth's full and it tastes like rust
everything we ever made got lost
and do you mean that?
(i saw you walking with your fine fur on)
do you mean that?
(i saw you sleeping with the shades all drawn)
o the heat, or this hell of our creation
can you see once you know too much?
can you want with your lights shut off?
if i'm a voyeur, you're a window
and i'm going to drown inside you
o reaper, do you eat your dead?
you're a spectator and a jealous friend
you want enough to keep you up at night,
not quite enough to make you try
it's already delicate enough
and i hate to watch you fuck it up
and do you mean that?
(not sure you know what you want when you want me)
did you mean that?
(not sure you know what you want when you want me)
o relief, o if only for a moment
and i saw you with your nice clothes on
look pretty but don't say too much
how'd you love me with your hands cut off?
when you're with me does it taste like rust?
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3. |
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when you're ready
o, a light
i saw a light
but i got too close
and i watched it die
watched it die
all my life,
all of my life
a picture with a hole inside
love you like a son or daughter
as a calf that's led to slaughter
make me something of a jester
someday everything gets better
when you're ready
o, a light
i saw a light
but i got too close
and i watched it die
with my hands behind my back
but it burned too bright
and i ran from that
i ran from that
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4. |
To Water
02:24
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baby's out of town for a while
and i am all alone
i went downtown for a minute
then turned back to go home
i am pretending,
you give me plenty
i just can't see what i need
i guess it's not your fault
my life just has no meaning when i am not in love
i am an empty vessel and you can fill me up
when i have run dry,
lead me to water
i would burn in hell
for drinking from such a well
but i have no fear of the fire
and this has served me fine
you are a sick motherfucker
and i guess so am i
i know you're hiding,
i am pretending
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5. |
Suitor
01:32
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i am your one,
i am your suitor
but i can't hear you
and i'm so tired
of what i want
let me in,
not to listen to you
bring me close,
not to listen to you
i have my own,
i want you when i want you
if what you need
can leave you listless
will you be better
if you don't get it?
there's nothing there
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6. |
Moth
02:51
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i've always been
a moth to a flame
i want to know you
and then i never wanna see you again
just to know you,
you're sadistic
when you get there
you will feel it
maybe you knew
that it'd be like this
o my god what have i done
not an easy path to run from
i'm my only master
as if in a dream
walking and i am not moving
going nowhere
does it ever seem
it cannot be earned or given
is this why you’ve come here
or why you’re leaving?
i have felt so certain
is it fleeting
if for a moment, you’d be still
have you any other?
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7. |
Not Now
01:48
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wait here
don't move
feel you washing over me
foolish, drunken levity
i'm naive when i wanna be
i've only shown what you want from me
not now
haven't been close enough
haven't been loud enough
was it all for nothing?
the endless plain of suffering
you're like a dream to me
not now
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it's a convenience
a means to an end
one day his hand goes up your skirt
the next he's beating up your boyfriend
a soft and sordid dullness
how you look at me with pity
and i've seen you still with fondness
i always need to learn the same things
there's a coldness in your tone,
hesitation in your stance
i don't know if they told you this
but lovers don't shake hands
i would never lie to you
i don't want to not believe you
they're soft-spoken
and they're plain-looking
sometimes it gets so dark
i can't see my own arms
when they're stretched out in front of me
shoulder's width apart
so how do i know you're there
i don't know how you live with yourself
and i don't know how i do
it's a choice that i make
every time i stay
but it's out of your control
you'll only ever know
how to sit with you
i don't know what i would do
i don't want to not believe you
i don't want to
i don't believe you
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9. |
Dagger
03:27
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it's always just the same,
it's pulling you back in
i've seen it, too
but you don't take me seriously
something familiar in this state of things
and i never needed a reckoning
light from the window
all the drunks inside
gets so quiet at this time of night
and i will try to wash my hands
but i will suffer for my sins
been so nice to see you
there's a hunger in your eyes
there's a dagger at my side
and i want to see you
you can always speak
you may not be heard
you can talk to strangers
it may not always be
just what you had hoped
everyone's a winner
you can fall asleep now,
i can go home
and i will try to wash my hands
but i will suffer for my sins
been so nice to see you
there's a hunger in your eyes
there's a dagger at my side
and i want to see you
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10. |
Waitress
01:57
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i wish i never met you
worked all summer as a waitress and let everything forget you
everyone forgets you
it all could have been so quiet
as you longed so much for what you couldn't hold
and let everything forget you
everyone forgets you
you can want what you want
if you know that it's never coming back
closer to doing nothing
idle hands can't push you
i need to get you alone
but there's no such place that nobody knows
i ask just for time and you oblige
i don't know what you were expecting
or how you are surprised to find just what you came for
you found just what you came for
you can want what you want
if you know that it's never coming back
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